2005-07-21 ~ 2:47 p.m.

Sucky Appt

Suckie Appointment.

Doctor rushed me in and out. Did a quick u/s but didn't even give me a picture or say much. Had an internal but didn't say if I had changed or not.

No weight change. Good Blood Pressure. Urine was good.

Same old boring stuff.

Did see the baby breathing on the u/s for a second or two.

Heartrate about 140 like normal.

Crampy this afternoon and on and off contractions. I hear its a full moon tonight so maybe just maybe it will happen?

I am a little down today I guess. I am nearing 38 weeks (tomorrow) which is when I had Jiadyn and Chase and for some reason all teh sudden have a feeling I will make it past that point this time, which is a little sad and depressing when this pregnancy has been so much more difficult then my others.

Blah. I need to cheer up. Baby is healthy and she will be here soon. I know that.

I just want sleep. I want to feel better. To be able to hold Chase without it hurting so bad. blah blah blah...

whaaa./..

Okay I am done with the pity party stuff. Maybe Chase will take a short late nap. I need one myself.......

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